I am so depressed and sad. I really feel sometimes that I would be better off away from everyone. Not that anyone cares if I weren't around. I don't have any friends. Not really anyway. Maybe I am just meant to be alone. Yes I have Butch and the kids but noone that I can call and hang out with. Noone ever calls me either. Out of sight I guess. It's probably better anyway, I don't really like myself, so why would anyone else want to be around me.